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Month: February, 2015

Dreaming The Big Dreams 

Oh these dreams I’m dreaming
What I’m scheming
This future disposition
I’m on a mission

-ACovie

Broken Girl





She hates that you loath her
Wishes you could understand
Not everything is planned
You can’t realize 
The expanse of the pain
How hard composure is to maintain
A guidance figure
Is what you are supposed to be
One shouldn’t have to plea
Often the wonder what it’s like
To have had the direction
Of a mothers affection
The real kind
A confident
Someone prominent
Strength unprecedented
Built on her own
Herself she’s grown 
– ACovie
Art by ACovie 

Internal Burning

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I like to finish things
That’s not always the case
Sometimes I need some space
My thoughts are always rapid
I’m a control freak
I hate the idea of appearing weak
I want to conquer the world
Although, I’m not sure what that means
Most days my senses are keen
I want to fall in love
The absorbing kind
Then I immediately rewind
Freedom is crucial
Most don’t understand
I like the upper hand
I’m always in my head
If I’m quiet
My minds a riot
I can’t make up my mind
I’m making a solid attempt
To grant moments of exempt
I expect the answer will appear
With gleaming lights and bells
Thats not the reality, as far as I can tell
I’m just going to keep living
Loving and learning
Satisfying my internal burning

-ACovie
Photo: ACovie

Think About It #2

Disappointment is momentary. Regret is forever.

Think about it.

Exert Yourself

Transformation is alarming
Mysteriously charming
Consideration of restart
Sits blissful on the heart
It’s lifting
Finding my mind drifting
To places unknown
This feeling I want to hone
Never let go
This internal glow
Flourishing with advancement
Intellectual enhancement
Bursting at the seams
Wavering extremes
Of inspiration and delight
Keeping me awake at night
Motivation remarkably active
Undeniably attractive
Thirsting for more
Unlike ever before
I cannot contain this elation
Of creative inflammation
Looking to express
My souls demand to confess
Visions I can no longer contain
Centralized domain
Cemented within
Compelling this daily grin
I want to inspire the universe
To be more diverse
Further expansive
Concede these chances
Exercising confines
Taking the initiative to redefine
Anything and everything deemed fit
This path not effortless, I must admit
Quite treacherous
Placing oneself out there
For others to compare
To judge and give assessment
Of your investment
Into this figure
You’ve spent so much time to configure
Commemorate the breadth
Of your courageous depth
Pat yourself on the back
For fears you’ve attacked
You’ll never please generality
With many you’ll find commonality
Due to your dexterity
Ability to find clarity
With parallel minds
You’ll be able to define
Animosity versus practical criticism
Such a beautiful mechanism
Discharging stimulation
Receiving translation
From those surrounding
Your enclosed grounding

– ACovie

Think About It #1

There’s actually no way of not trying – there is only how hard you decide to try.

Think about it.

– ACovie

Late Night Thought X9

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“Never the same ,
Never the same girl twice ”

The figuring it out, being the real you – no mask, is intoxicating.

Sometimes I think, who is this girl? Then I realize how much I like her …

Revision

I feel the revision
Starting to envision
Demands unraveling
Conception traveling
Desired locations
Continued formation
Connecting the dots
To validate thought
Absorbing surroundings
It’s profounding
Provoking creativity
The new literacy
Unable to explain
Disabled constrain
This stimulation
Mental dilation
Constant expanding
Fundamental understanding
Desire to disect
All I expect
Amplify my soul
Closer to full
The continuous want for more
Willing to explore
All the possibilities in front of me
Even the ones I can’t see

-ACovie

Late Night Thought X8

I’m thankful for all of the elements my life. The people. The opportunities. Everything. Most of all I’m thankful for continuing to take life for all its worth. We only get to write our stories once – I want mine to be the best book I’ve ever read.

Here’s to the next chapter
Whatever that may be
I’m ready

Chicago

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The day is surreal
In touch with the feel
Releasing into the universe
Thoughts rehearsed
In my mind
Starving to find
Resolution to an emptiness
Internal heaviness
Needing to belong
Felt for so long
Finding understanding
Of internal demanding
Sitting stagnant
Due to missing fragments
Unaware
They were even there
Without unearthing
Behavior Ive been conserving
Needing something more
Stronger than ever before
I think I found the resolution
Or at least a potential solution
A niche that feels favorable
An area so flavorful
Adheres to my senses
A place to let down defenses
A sensation of home
Desire to roam
Expanding field of vision
Continue this life revision
Start fresh in this place anew
Where Inspiration accrues
I need to make the leap
Pick up my feet
Moves to be shaped
Depletedness escaped

-ACovie